Post-Apathy

Black clouds come gather 'round
We're gonna have one hell of a time
When all our needs are crossing lines
Out of a healthy state of mind
And we don't need no alibi
Whatever comes we'll be forever bound
'Cause we're allowed to live this life
For the murder of our higher ground
Until the day comes when sun can't light
This darkened place that we found our plight
In these streets we lay ourselves
We hear the echoes of the fallen shelve
I wanna escape this hell
I wanna get my shell

We're coming down
Crawling in the crowd
We don't care what the future brings
We want joy then misery
These are the pills
The pills we chose to end our life with

It's hard to breathe
We're out of time
When it comes to my fix
I've given in
This misery might kill me

Seems like we have lost our space
Hard and loud it hits, we feel the heat
With another bit of bittersweet
Let's get ourselves a way to end disgrace
C'mon my demons come get in line
This motherfucking party is far from nice
We don't need no warm place for our head
No one could've taught us who not to mess
There's no terrifying thoughts that can make us scream
More than what has evolved to life-sucking agony
I hear the bruises will never heal
They're the only thing left to feel

And we dance all night
To the rhythm of the end of times
Singing we will never be alright
We are not alive
We all died
The day we sold our pride

All night long
We dance to the same old song
Which no one should sing along

Rebirth

With nothing to lose

And everything to gain

I'll sever away my ignorance

As I slit my wrists

And watch my old self bleed

I'll buy myself my indulgence

My resurrection

With no religion

And no beliefs

Except the only one I need

I am free

Innocence

Teach me to drink
Teach me to think
Teach me to sleep
Teach me to swallow the shit
Teach me what to dream

The innocence of a child
Is where it all starts
The innocence of a child
Is where it ends

Nothing is wrong
It's only this reality
What is it?
What is it we've done?
What is it?
What is it we've become?

We take these hearts
Teach them disturbed thoughs
And we tame this animal
We're not so innocent after all
We are only guilty
Of what we trust
This is where we lost

The Dream

I was dreaming high from the low
Hypnotized, mezmerized by this beautiful
Memory intoxicating all my being
Now I've got my favorite dream
Abruptly taken from me

What's left but my hollow self
Staring into this black screen
Imagining if I can change the scene
But it's too late now
I fall asleep

I turn on the light hoplessly,
Secretly waiting for this dream
Even though it's gone
Been caught in someone else's dome
This hell is now my home

Everywhere I move
Has the same look
Nothing makes sense
Can't describe what I see
I internally scream

The dreamer's dream is you

Funeral For A Friend

Dear friend where are you now?
When are you coming back in town?
I miss you so much
You don't know how it hurts
Everytime I think of you
My heart wants you gone
It's all in the memories

The funeral ends
The sun is gone
And now it's my chance
To face a brand new end
A brand new scar
Is gonna crash me apart

It takes me back
To the place we started
But I don't wanna be here
Don't wanna be stuck in a dream
I'm gonna escape to reallity
(It's gonna crash me)

Left all alone
Under the moon
You lose someone
It's gone so soon
Someday you'll be gone too

In your heart you find something to remember
Make the best with what you have
Live life with no regrets
We all need some kind of love
Even if it's only temporary
Well I guess it's for the best
It's time to leave the past
It's not so funny anymore
We are so temporary

Your flesh turns to ash
And your soul begins to crumble
There's nothing you can do
Nowhere you can run to
Turn your head down
Feel the final cut
Striping down the flesh
And embrace your curse

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The fire is brighter than ever
I see the wheel spinning faster
Lash me again or whatever
I will never get through this
Hopelessly I'm moving my hands
Unable to follow your commands
Nothing will fulfill these lines
I'm about to get out of my mind

This is what I breathe now
Through the smoke I feel the flames
In the dark I go insane
What bothers me is how
In this room there's no sound
But the crying of the fall

Your arrow is aimed right at me
Now let go of the strings
Black and white is what I see
Staring at a despicable frame
You think you can save me with time
If I had it I would never survive
The floor is covered with ashes
I cringe at the sound of her laughter

Snow white melting down to the sound

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A gentle kiss
A simple smile
We used to be so civilized
I beat you up
Once or twice
You start to scream then hit me back
And after all the talk, she said
We will make the news today

No one will ever understand
How something so beautiful turned so bad
Always a new way they find
To make each other beg for their life

I want all your love
Wanna know all your scars
Be responsable for some
We change our ways
We bring the pain
No sign of reason on this day
And by the time hell broke loose again
We had made the news that day

I will make you smile
I will set you on fire

Falling into discord
On a broken record
They made the news, their final

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Welcome my child
Take a seat
What is it you crave for?
What's the cause of your sore?
I understand you came to the shore
Looking for something more
You need to take a stand
What is your demand?
Are you sure your search as such
Came to an end?

How can you know the answers
When you don't know the questions?
How can this ever be more?
You never left the core
Finding there nothing
Cause you've been there
Forever held by the same chords

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Whatever you're holding now
Let it flow, let it flow, let it go
Slow down if you start to frown
For we are forever bound to this road
And it keeps on and on changing roles
Welcome home

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Solene auto desrespeito
Desconhecimento preciso
Aprender saber razões
Verdades e contradições
Perdidas com o tempo
Sentimentos sobressalentes
Se manifestam sem precendentes
Quem sabe um dia acorde diferente

Conquistas inexperientes
Resultados supreendentes
Dúvidas irreverentes e
Subto aborto inconsciente
Evitar quaisquer menções
Desprovido de proteções
O acaso nunca é o caso
Quando se afoga no raso

Tanta gente eu vi mudar
Contemplando o seu passar
Estagnado

Me encontro em passos escassos
Felizes acasos me movem ao ar
A cada brisa mais um descaso
E me pergunto o que será
Nada mais restou

A cada paz eu morro um pouco mais

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Red lips shaped in tragic joy
Dark eyes that bring me light
I feel empty no more
Will you allow me inside?

In this fortress that I built
Framed in an ugly scene
I see beauty
Through the windows of your soul
Frightened by the shadows of my own
I see a glance of hope
Through the windows of your soul

I see beauty
Through the windows of your soul
I see hope
Through the windows of your soul

You had me hooked by a beautiful tragic smile

Red Sky

Red clouds coming out
As the sky turns blue
A fading star wipe the notes away
Empties my head
Avoid the tragic fate
Now the sky turned gray
Will the story be the same
When it begins to pour down

Eyes dry
Curled, all alone
No home
Hungry and dirty
Sleepless
So much more than empty

The birds have woken
A vision that's so clear
Red still carved on the skin
Cold, sweaty, shaken
Is this ending or beginning
When alone I'll hurt myself
Coming to the golden shine, know
Together both shall be...

The Boy

A cold breeze on the windmill blows
On a warm summer day
We take notice then look away
The tide keeps flowing without a name
And it's just another day
Just another day
In the life of a lonely one

Do they see you there
Staring at the sun
From the bottom of the well
Hoping for someone
To notice you were gone

A piece of tape mends the cracks of the boat
Soon enough it will give in
We take notice then let it be
A glowing cover's inside isn't quite as it seems
And it's just another day
Just another day
In the life of a lonely one

Tick-tock and the water drops
Over the same old spot
A cold breeze on the windmill blows
Defy your spirit and move along

ex(y)ex

Dressed up as a mighty queen

EX WHY to the world
Far from the her own
Gender EX to the EX
Family sing along
But the world is black
She had a neutral skin
Never a cis...
She was always a dream

Dressed up as a mighty queen
To the eyes of those who see
She's alright
To the world who knows
The road she took
She's a freak

Some may call a disorder
She knew zi was fine
Not yet for display
She was trapped inside
Push, push, looking for hope
Until the big show came
Out of TV
She is now reality

Why can't you let zi be?

Walking down the streets
Singing songs in her own key

Why can't you let zi be?

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Cold and sweaty when you're away
Relief with you, I feel no pain
Only you can take me to this place
Where all the pressure seems to fade
So I can keep going day after day
Marching in your sweet parade
As I lost control over myself
Not that I don't want you, my shell
You caught me in a blink of an eye
Now I can't get you out of my mind
You are my desease

I promise I'll have you
I'd kill if I had to
Just to get you in time
To freeze my tears inside

In my head you hold my thoughts
Without you I just feel lost
In the worst days I tremble for you
It all gets better when I get to you
Every trouble I had goes away
People tell me you're not the way
I don't wanna hear it anymore
You're all I'm searching for
Of you I fantasize all the time
I'd pay any price for this prize
Doesn't matter if you'll kill me
Untill I collapse you'll be mine

It's a promise I'll keep
Even falling so deep
You'll get to be mine
No matter the price

We Came From Pigs

Enterprises blinds society
It's all for gain
They suffocate the people
In the middle
Shooting prices as they rise
Is killing or be broke
They're giving us a stroke
You're just one more in the crowd
And nothing's gonna change now

Cause we came from pigs
Money rip their hearts out
Try not to be too loud now
Cause we came from pigs
We cannot miss disconfort or
They will be back for us

Goodies never fails
They need it in their veins
Covering in their veils
Only pain remains
Hell is loose again
Watch your starving friends
Dying as they take this land
We are damned in their hands
There's nothing to be said now
We'll be the ones who's sad now

Falling Away

There's no windows to jump through
Living without ever knowing the truth
Nightmares come and go
Dreams are fading slow
No time left to step aside
Killing time is out of sight
Everyday it turn to grey
Blue sky's gone, begin to fade
The great white horse I will ride
Soon I'll have no face to hide
Running against the time
They say: "Leave it behind,
You will be fine"

I can't speak
I can't breathe
Is there someone to hold me?

I'm falling away from this dream
I'm leaving behind all these things
I've worked so hard, I'm leaving behind
What's the point, I'm falling away
Falling away from my nightmare

The ship sails only before the storm comes
It sinks without answers, Neptune's work is done
They have no words left
Then wishes me the best
Scared of what's to come
I don't want to leave my home
Black and white fills my soul
I have lost all control
Oh how I wish to dream again
God had made its demand
As the black crow approaches
All I see:
Now I'm lying under the roses

Looking to the shattered glass
My heart is filled with despair
I'm going blind, my sacrifice
A burning light in disguise
I say goodbye as I rise
So long pain inside

Breathing in and breathing out
Is getting harder
I'm falling in, I'm falling out
I'm screaming louder

Introduction

This is an introduction to your life
A story 'bout someone who falls apart
An one way train to crush lovin' hearts
This is an introduction to your life

There is a reason I am here tonight
You ain't act right and will not apologize
Living at night you're always high
The devil and you walk side by side
Hard partying untill six am
Nobody knows where you've been
Your family doesn't know where you hide
It's all a big party this is your vice
You don't know where you belong
Hit your kids when you're back at home
The alchool breath and the smell of smoke
Will follow you from here to the hearse

Disgusting things you've done
Still you have your loving ones
Sadly you forgot how to love
Consequence of being on drugs
Crack, pot, beer, you're high
And like this, another week goes by

In the streets it's all the same
Being high became your escape
You're feeling out of place
In the mirror you don't know who you face
This kind of life turned you cold
A violent bastard out of control
Doing to your family only harm
Not even welcome in your home
No one can help you understand
Your destiny is only in your hands
Still you live now like you're dead
It took a bullet in the head
To set you free from this nightmare

You know what's to come
Drug dealers and loaded guns
This life wasn't meant for you
I hope you find a way to get through

You know what's to come
Drug dealers and loaded guns
This life wasn't meant for you
I hope you make it through

Label Song

Was not an act when they bought your soul
Was not an act when they took control
Was not an act when they put you on ice
Was not an act when they left you behind
Was not an act when they screwed your life
Was not an act when they disregarded your rights
Was just an act when they kept your spot
Was just an act when they let you speak
Was just an act when they said you'd be free
Was just an act when they made you feel clean
Was just an act when they brought you home
They'll never leave you alone

It's just the way they will always be
It's just the way they will always please
It's just the way they will always reach
It's just the way you will never breathe
It's not the way you're supposed to live

Was not an act when they act like a threat
Was not an act when they cut your breath
Was not an act when they took your scores
Was not an act when they closed the doors
Was not an act when they blocked your path
Was not an act when they turned their backs
Was just an act when they said you're right
Was just an act when they said you might
Was just an act when they gave you hope
Was just an act when they promised the world
Was just an act when they let you go
They'll never leave you alone

Sweet dreams

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Slow joking with my heart
While you tie it in your hand
Don't press it against the wall
You gotta have a better plan
Don't you understand
I'm already a broken man
I hear it all the time
From this voice inside my mind
It all went down the drain
And just became
Part of who I am
If you got something to say
Better hurry up
There's something keeping me from breathing
(Yeah breathing, breathing)
Taking away my evening

Empty handed
Hardly standing
Not understanding
Why things must always be this way
Always hiding
Can't deny it
I'm not seeing
How we can work this out

Everytime I get around
You try to push me down
Even though you know now
Your efforts are useless
Why can't you become hopeless
In a way or another
Nothing you can do is gonna cause this
To be less worthless
What a waste of time
You're never satisfied
I feel you all around
Trying to break me down
I'm already broken
Please leave with your words unspoken
(Don't speak it!)

I've never seen the best of you
I can't believe you made me a fool
(No more!)
This time I'll get around
You'll be the one broken down
No more hiding from here and now
We're never gonna work this out

Unknown

We're forced to play mindless games
No one knows our names
Constantly facing pain
Fighting to survive day after day
Wishing we were home by night
Always ready for the fight
There's nothing wrong in dying
It's not like we have families at home crying
We die for a cause no one seems to know
Just soldiers spilling out their blood
Gods of war born and raised
We've never seen his face
But we defend our leader at any cost
Cause his life cannot be lost
We are the unknown
We are disposable

Demotivation Class

Everyday is such a stress
When have it all became a mess?
I'm feeding only pain
And I'm the one to blame
Walking down a thin line
I've never had the time
It always falls apart
Sometimes only for spite
I don't wanna take a part
But I always end up here
I don't wanna stay the same
I don't wanna bring me tears
Will it always be this way?
I need to get away

Cause all I need
Is another thing to feed
I'm trying not to fall on my kness
Cause all we see
Is another way to bleed
I swear I won't fall on my kness

Scars (A Reminder)

There's silence in hell
Something's not the way it should be
I can't hear them yell
Broken souls should never heal
Satisfaction from the pain
Washed away by the rain
No we can't let this be
I know you wanna hear them scream
So lets take this knife
And take their lives
To a new level of suffering

Another crime, another rhyme
Another lie covered with a smile
See the death takes control
As they take away our souls
Looking down for the last time

The streets open up
For me to see their faces
Burning in the fire
Broken and faithless
Still their desire
Keeps moving them to the light

And once they regain control they will make sure our hopes and dreams won't ever see the light of day again

Heaven's far away now
It's something they'll never reach
Or so we want them to believe
We can hear your suferring
It keeps us colder and stronger
They'll get no relief
As the days seems to get longer

When you fall, stumble, and your insides crumble
Be sure it can get worse
This is not a place to live
It's a curse of painful screams
We won't let you breathe
Feel your soul begins to bleed

Misguide

I don't believe in god
I don't believe in devil
I believe in love
I believe in evil
Love:
Some seem not to know this
Some seem not to notice
Evil:
Some will run
Some will turn
At the end of it all
We are just animals
Born pure at heart
Raised by disturbed minds

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Since you've left
There's a hole in my chest
I look inside of myself
There is nothing to see
You're still in my dreams
I can't stop to think
How would it be with you here
Sad to know it is over
Maybe I'll never recover
Haunted by our memories
Recovering seems far from me
Wish I've never loved you
Wish you've never died too

The Cave

At the shadows we stare
It's just something we do
Cause we don't know what else is real
A reflection from the outside
We see and take it as the truth
It's all we've been told to do
We are stuck in this cage
We've never been anywhere else
Get out of yourself

Get out, get out
These things are meaningless
This life is beautiful
Break free from these chains
Get out from the dark
This life is beautiful
Be free from yourself

We look at these things
We think it's wonderful
(We think)
We know all about the world
It's not your fault
You've been created to be
Just the way you are
Break free from this box
Get out to live your life
These things are meaningless

Out, out, out...
Someone got out of the cave
He had his mind changed
We call him crazy cause he knows the truth
He has no idea of what he got into
It's dangerous to know
It's better to run
Away from the world
Back to the hole

2 Years

I looked at you for the first time
It was love at the first sight
I got lost in your eyes like honey
Inside my chest my heart was burning
I wanted to make you happy
But you couldn't wait for me
You broke my heart so badly
I would gave you everything

I know it's been so long
Two years since you cursed my heart
Yet my feelings still strong
It's too bad we had to break apart

I can't help not thinking of you
Feels like walking in the air
I still remember your golden hair
It shines so hard it can light the room
I always loved the way you used
To smile with your lips so red
When I looked it felt so pure
I threw myself expecting you back

Everytime I hear your name I feel
The weight of the world over my heart
It's been two years since we broke apart
Still I can't forget you smile

Something

It's time to say my last prays
This is where we go through separate ways
We know it would come soon
But I didn't know I'd feel so smooth
Now I can see the light
Please don't try to hold me
Cause this is the right
Way for me

I feel something in me
That is taking me
We knew it was meant to be
And now it's killing me

It's getting hard to breathe
Now my soul can rest in peace
After all we've been through
Always breaking the rules
Now there's no escaping the truth
Don't spill salt in your wounds
Cause you know this is
The right way for me

I feel something in me
That is taking me
We knew it was meant to be
And now it's killing me

Just let
Something's gonna change
Something's gotta go
Something's gonna say its last goodbyes
Me go
Something's gonna change
Something's gotta go
Something's gonna say its last goodbyes

So you know
I really have to go
So you know
I'm leaving my home
Don't know
How it's gonna hurt
Don't know
How it is to be a haunt

The Sad Truth

We are too proud to admit but we are lost
With nowhere to hide from this life
Fight for our freedom should be the top
But we fill our lists with money and lies
Obsessive, compulsive, we've left a stain
To blind our eyes and hide the pain
Of being part of this so-called human race

We've let the obsession take control
It can be heard all around the world
It's time for us to open up our eyes
And realize we're living on a lie

We have a sickness inside
Leading us to seek this prize
That's only inside our mind
To pursue it's to be on top
Killing, dying, fighting for nothing
We don't even try to stop
It's safer to be hiding than trying

We've let the obsession take control
It can be heard all around the world
It's time for us to open up our eyes
And realize we're living on a lie

We have to think about our lives
Everything is so fucked up now
Don't know how we've made this far
It's time for us to open up our eyes
We're living on a dead life
This truth cannot be denied

Stop the pain
Stop the lies
Can we free ourselves from this disguise?

We gotta do the best to move on for the best
There's no time for thinking about the past
Live everyday like it's your last one
Loving your friends and enemies
Cause you know they'll be gone
And you'll be missing these ones

In This Moment

Don't think too much or you're gonna lose it
You don't have the time to keep this all inside
Of your mind without ever come to a final action
You know you gotta do it or you're gonna lose it
But you just can't decide what to decide
Then you see, and go moving for the sake of motion

In this moment
You're finally free again
In this moment
You don't need to have a plan
In this moment
You finally understand
In this moment
You wish it never ends

Like all the times you couldn't see it's you
That kept it all bottled until it was too full
Now it's off of your mind you finally realize
It's all about the will then go and rise
Shining hard like a star rise above the ocean
If you really wanna do it just do it with devotion

Don't think too much
Don't talk too much
Just go ahead and prove it
C'mon show me you can do it
There's something left
Don't waste your breath
And keep fuckin' doin' it
Do it for yourself, breathing it
Make the best to keep it rollin'

In this moment
You're finally free again
In this moment
You don't need to have a plan
In this moment
You finally understand
And this moment
Could be your happy end

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It feels like another second wasted
And I almost can't take it
All these memories I can't erase
And this pain that I can't fake
Are getting stronger everyday
Please take it all away
What does sanaty means
I never knew how it feels
They say I'm crazy for trying to be something else
I say they are too lazy to be themselves
Don't try to be somebody else
Make a move, be strange
Don't be afraid, make a change
Sometimes the easy way is the hardest one
You're not a real person until you had suffered
It reminds us that we just live once
We learn from our mistakes, think about it