Falling Away

There's no windows to jump through
Living without ever knowing the truth
Nightmares come and go
Dreams are fading slow
No time left to step aside
Killing time is out of sight
Everyday it turn to grey
Blue sky's gone, begin to fade
The great white horse I will ride
Soon I'll have no face to hide
Running against the time
They say: "Leave it behind,
You will be fine"

I can't speak
I can't breathe
Is there someone to hold me?

I'm falling away from this dream
I'm leaving behind all these things
I've worked so hard, I'm leaving behind
What's the point, I'm falling away
Falling away from my nightmare

The ship sails only before the storm comes
It sinks without answers, Neptune's work is done
They have no words left
Then wishes me the best
Scared of what's to come
I don't want to leave my home
Black and white fills my soul
I have lost all control
Oh how I wish to dream again
God had made its demand
As the black crow approaches
All I see:
Now I'm lying under the roses

Looking to the shattered glass
My heart is filled with despair
I'm going blind, my sacrifice
A burning light in disguise
I say goodbye as I rise
So long pain inside

Breathing in and breathing out
Is getting harder
I'm falling in, I'm falling out
I'm screaming louder